This week Connor is 20 months old. He's almost 2! It's hard to believe that he would be running around and talking and hugging. He's not a baby anymore and we realize that more and more as this little baby keeps growing inside me and my belly keeps getting bigger.
We are halfway through the pregnancy now. I have felt the baby kick just about everyday for the past week or so. It's definitely reassuring to know that there is an active little one inside me. Sometimes the anxiety with this pregnancy is so overwhelming. Not to mention the memories that come back with Connor's pregnancy. This is definitely a struggle, but one we are thankful for. Jim and I do our best to continue to remember Connor and what a wonderful boy he is and that perhaps he is out there somewhere watching out for his baby sibling. We love him so much and love this new little one so much. We are thankful and hopeful.
i think about and pray for you guys everyday! love you!!!
ReplyDeleteYou are truly blessed to have friends to share with! Many blessings on your pregnancy!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great picture! I love how you spelled out his name on the bar! Sending prayers your way & Congrats on the pregnancy! I missed that somehow, LOL! (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI just found your blog and read your story. I think it is so sweet how you write about Connor and imagine what he would be like now. I've also experienced a loss - a miscarriage - and I passed my lost baby's due date in July. I too wonder what that baby would have been like, but it's hard to picture because I didn't even know what gender he/she was. I'm also now pregnant again and it's been very scary.
ReplyDeleteI'm trying to help other women who are going through pregnancy/infant loss through my website, angelbracelets.org. We publish stories and would love to publish Connor's if you'd like to submit it. We also try to raise money for pregnancy/infant loss organizations.
Thanks and I look forward to hearing more about your pregnancy.