A Good Day

The last two days have been great! It's finally warm and sunny at the same time and definitely helps to lift the spirits. I have had some wonderful conversations with friends and good support. I helped out a good friend in her classroom and third graders are pretty cute! I also went to visit Connor today and I didn't even cry. I am genuinely happy today and it's a nice change.

I have realized that some days may be good and some may be bad and some may be both, and that's okay. I just take it one day at a time. It may be like this the rest of my life and I think that's okay too. I don't want to ever forget about Connor and I have learned so much from him. I believe he has brought me closer to God. At least I feel like God is walking and crying with me through this journey. I also think Jim and I have grown much closer through all of this.

We often try and think about the fun times we had with Connor. He was an active little boy in my belly! He constantly kicked and punched me. He would knock the heart rate monitor off my belly when we were at our check-ups. If I exercised alot in one day, he would let me know how he felt about it by kicking me really hard. He opened his eyes when the nurse put him in my arms and looked right at me. He cuddled so nice on his daddy too. We are proud parents!