This week has been full of ups and downs. I've actually been busy doing things outside of the house which is a nice change but hard too. You just don't know what each day is going to bring. I volunteered one day at Bethany High School. It was nice to focus on something else for awhile rather than grief. Then I went to visit Connor and there was another baby just buried that day right beside him. It broke my heart all over again! Losing a loved one is such a difficult and painful experience and to know that someone else is going through the same thing makes me so sad.